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completion
Part Four
cleared about five clock it up slowly. The rain clouds dispersed and the blue-gray sky, which had now been in hiding for days was again apparent. The sun shone dimly through the murky clouds and fog over the whole of Munster was a yellowish tinge.
Thiel got from all this with not very much. He sat in his office and stared at the sheet of paper before him, without understanding a single word of what he wrote. With his mind he was somewhere else.
"Coffee, sir?"
"Hm?" He raised his head and looked up at his assistant, Nadezhda, which held out to him, smiling a paper cup. "Oh yes ... thank you."
"They looked like you could use one."
"Hmm."
She gave him another quick look, the Thiel after Krämer ; ften ignored. Then he wanted to answer questions about his health. Most of all it was him when they all left him alone. This had by far are the worst day in his whole life to be thought he said. Carefully, he raised his coffee cup to his mouth and took a sip - and almost immediately he had him spit out again. Damn was that hot! Since when could the old coffee maker cook at the Bureau of hot coffee? Previously he had always been lukewarm, if Thiel had tried his luck.
"You okay, boss?" Said Nadezhda sympathetic. Their behavior after they had already observed that Thiel employed something, and behaved accordingly prudent. It Thiel wanted to just its rest. Why his work was only so long?
"No, all clear, "he merely said, standing up. "Only burned. I'll be right back -. Tongue Cool 'Nadezhda
nodded, but her thoughtful face pursued him until he was out the door.
In the men's room Thiel bent over the sink and splashed a handful of cold water on his face. Its mirror image, he threw only from the corner of his eye a look: he wanted to spare yourself the sight. He could not even think as he looked like. The continuing bad weather in recent days had already been sapped his nerves and then, this case came about, in which he now seemed to be stuck in a dead end. To make matters worse he was sitting in the terminal neck, for the murder of a teacher who obviously had a very close relationship with one of her students, was very precarious. The press published already so imaginative headlines such as "teacher bribery led to murder," "forbidden love affair in the school" and "the German school system at the end: when educators fail. On this topic was also the last idiot still an opinion.
And then of course there was still the matter of Boerne. That was basically private and had no business being on the job, but ...
Thiel groaned and leaning heavily on the sink. He had kissed Boerne! What had just ridden to do that? And the best thing he could not even say that he was sorry and would never do it again. As evident in Boerne had not been the case ... he had it evaluated throughout the week wrong? He had the feeling that everything is based on reciprocity. And his feeling deceived him so rarely. No, it was not merely been a feeling. It was this security at Boernes page have been: it's okay, it's right, it is natural. As if she would have gone this way side by side, together, together. Thiel had Boerne can almost imagine, as he put his arm on the shoulder, pushed him gently forward and doing well with the adventurous tone in his voice, tried to persuade: na come, Thiel, not as ä ; ngstlich, let's look where that leads!
Boerne was now suddenly gone and had him in this, in the dark can be. The tape was gone, and chest Thiel felt only hollow and empty. And all this because the professor had collided with his pride. Or with his desk.
hoped Thiel any event, that was the reason. For everything else he could think of to explain Boernes behavior hurt him too much, as he was tired of thinking about it.
"That's just came in," Nadezhda greeted him when he returned to his office. "Mrs. Hall, it has brought over -. DNA test for the Duffner" They waved around with a neat pile of papers stapled.
"Stay with me just this stupid test DNA from the body," muttered annoyed Thiel and dropped into his office chair. He had forgotten earlier in the session Boernes office and after he had noticed, he had been unable to cross to go back again. Since the results were negative, it was him also appeared not so important.
"Sorry?" Nadezhda gave him a questioning look. "What you said, boss" did not answer when Thiel, she added, somewhat annoyed, "Well, that is, if you're still interested, he is positive. Shall I call Mrs. terminal for a search warrant? "
" W-what? "Now Thiel drove up from his chair. "What, is he good?"
"Well, Duffner was apparently the one who missed the dead these blue spots added, "Nadezhda said impatiently.
Thiel blinked in disbelief. "But Boerne has yet ..." he started, he worked quickly to his mouth. The professor had not lied but in the end? But why would he do that?
Nadezhda pushed the folder with the results over to him. "They made a comparison with the skin remains under the fingernails of the victim, Mrs. Haller explained to me. Positive, so it does have a conflict between the two given. That should be enough but when Mrs. Klemm suspicion. "
leafed Undecided Thiel in the results, but here everything was black and white. Test result is positive. He did not understand anything more. "Uh, yes, just give time to the terminal," he said finally, absent. A search warrant would give him at least something to do and thus may distract him from his thoughts.
It was just before nine when the working day for Thiel came to an end. Outside it was pitch black already. Kay Duffner, the suspected murderer was in custody after being found on his private photos of the dead. Thiel had spent the last few hours trying to knock him too soft, if possible, but the guy was tough, and more at some point of fact, not even to respond to his provocations.
remained before the Bureau are Thiel and dialed his father. That the ride, the Boerne had offered him this morning yet as generous by today's events was still able to imagine Thiel is difficult. Anyway, the car was the professor's nowhere to be seen - only natural, since it does not Thiel everything was called, and now about half an hour to the joint meeting was too late. So he had it or not, once again endure the gossip of his father, if he did not want to go all the way up to his apartment on foot. And since it had now started again, easy to drizzle, he decided not to prefer this option.
"Where have you left your bike?" Thiel said senior instead of a greeting. "Has been stolen again?"
"No, that is at home," grumbled Thiel, while he got.
"little exercise would do you good, my boy," remarked his father. "As for heart and circulation. But at your club anyway they sit just behind the desks all day and drink coffee, because you can probably expect nothing else. "
" Hmm, "Thiel made. He had no interest in discussions with his father. He had one day to nothing at all more fun.
Herbert Thiel gave him a quick sidelong glance. "Are today's somewhat depressed, can that be?"
"I want to go home."
"So if you have such 'ne whim, just because you have to work so late yet, are you really too good. Today I have my night shift, what can I say this? "
" The best anything, "murmured Thiel. Hopefully they were almost there.
"What are you doing now when you get home?"
"Going to bed."
"You should do something that captures the spirit up. Going out, take a drink, nice people. When I was your age - "
" Is well, Vadder. "
" I know a pub, because you meet really neat people. Shall I give you the address - "
" I said, is good, Vadder "
" can not be abusive Right now, I just want to help you. You hang around constantly so only in your home. Do you have any friends here in Munster? "
" I have enough friends, thank you, "Thiel said annoyed.
"I mean, outside of your work."
"Yeah, outside of my work. Can you stop here, perhaps? "
" Why, do you live on but only a few blocks? "
" I run the rest Thanks for the ride. "
" I eh ; tt up already to the front door down "
Thiel made a face to a humorless smile.. "Running is healthy. So for the heart and circulation, "he said dry before he flips open the screen and fall to the car door behind him did.
burned Boernes rear window and no light. Thiel glanced at his clock. Twenty past nine. No time to go to bed. He unlocked the door, he trudged up the stairs with a heavy heart. In the hallway of the first floor he stopped irresolute. His eyes fell on Boernes door. The tomato sauce and the red stains on their shirts fell to him again, then this uncertain moment on the couch of the professor. And the thing today in the pathology ... Boernes look before they had kissed, Boerne, sat on the floor in front of the ruins of his desk, Boerne, as he stormed out of the office, with sparkling eyes and a flowing smock. I just bring him back his umbrella, thought Thiel and his hand was as if by the bell. He heard the bells inside the apartment, took a step back and waited.
Nothing happened.
Thiel rang again and then put his ear against the door. But not once steps were heard. Boerne knew that it was he?
ring again, this time longer. Finally, he even knocked on the door. "Boerne, it's me," he said softly. "Take it, please ..."
In the empty, barren hallway of the apartment building heard his voice on pitifully, as if he was sick. Sound and tone of voice terrified him. It was not but he been? What had changed his voice? It was deathly quiet except for one of the upper floors was a subdued rumble heard when someone pull a heavy piece of furniture across the floor. Thiel stared the repellent, closed door From Boerne, then he turned abruptly and walked back to his own door. Beautiful. The professor did not want to open. The professor played rather offended. Thiel's guilt should not be. Boerne If no contact and no wanted to clear the air, he would accept it and end. With energetic movements joined Thiel stormed into his apartment door and slammed it behind her back without having to bother to turn on the light. The faint glow of the streetlights came through the window and lit up the rooms of his apartment just inadequate - It seemed eerie and lonely in here, but it was only right Thiel, it nonetheless meant that his anger and bitterness still increased. Maybe it was better that way. Maybe it had never been anything between them, no tape, no security, no perfect combination. Maybe that was only part of his romantic imagination was glorified, who had him caught by surprise in recent weeks as a happy loving teenager. They were just two people as hundreds of others and had a near-relation had like a hundred others. Nothing else. What is needed Thiel already so an arrogant, conceited, totally occupied by himself, capricious -
Boerne went on alert, as Thiel was burst into the living room. "Ah, you frighten me again for that?" He gasped. "Why do not turn on the lights, like any normal person, too?"
It was not that long of pure instinct and Thiel had thrown out the screen for it - a male shadow in the dark in his living room appeared before him, could finally only be a burglar. Only in the second moment, he realized that it was merely Boerne, which it had made there comfortably on his couch.
"What are you doing in my house again," exclaimed Thiel - actually a superfluous question, considering, as was often entered Boerne even under the most stupid excuses for him .
Boerne lifted his glasses from his nose and rubbed his hand over his eyes, he sat straight on something, only to suddenly tormented groan and pressed his hand against his back. "How about if you set the time a new sofa, Thiel? This is as soft as sleep after only two minutes , and wakes up with a Discusprolaps again. Not to mention my shoulders tense. "He grimaced and stretched to loosen.
"What comes in the middle of the night at my house sitting around, as if ... as if ..." Thiel unnerved threw her arms in the air. "Oh, is it not matter what I say here, not listen to anyway! They also feel you can get away with anything! Always and everywhere, mix in and put my life on its head - that borders on assault and even - "He stopped mid-sentence and bit his tongue as he realized that his indignant tirade was largely due to his disappointment. But the last bit of hope Boernes presence aroused in Thiel, who had survived the day. And if it was really just been a misunderstanding?
"bodily injury, huh?" Boerne put his glasses back on. "You say it. So, I think, alone if I do more of this sofa high. I feel like a box of Devil folded in his box. "
Thiel did not respond, instead he reached out and groped for the light switch. The lamp on the coffee table turned on and Thiel and Boerne blinked at the sudden brightness. Boerne was still wearing his elegant coat, which had now, however, some wrinkling. His hair was messy, either from rain or because, as he claimed, was actually asleep on the sofa. Now, when it was light and they could see in his eyes, his sight Thiel agreed somewhat conciliatory. He was still applied, that Boerne had already procured during his absence entrance to his apartment, but on the other hand, was his outrage at this issue as slow as a habit and also he liked the idea that Boerne had been waiting here for him.
"I've been looking for," Thiel said finally, Boerne as neither powers tried to get up to include even the thread of conversation again. "They were not in your apartment."
"No," said Boerne, "I've been waiting here for you. I wanted to make sure that I catch you when you get home. "He pointed to the screen, the Thiel still in the hands held. "They wanted to come with me to bring me back my property?"
"No," Thiel said immediately. "But, I mean ... uh, well, yes, that too. But actually, not so ... "
" Yes, no - Thiel, press to always look so clear. What now? Why do not have to give a concrete answer, "
" They just say, "growled Thiel, leaning the shield against the wall beside the door. Then he walked slowly over to Boerne and settled in the chair opposite him fall. Boerne was watching carefully and a little thoughtful.
"I wanted to talk for this afternoon," said the professor suddenly.
Thiel felt like it was hot, and he dodged Boernes view. "Ah yes ... you said ... because of the case ... in your office?" Damn, apparently he was not even able to form a coherent sentence!
"Exactly." Boerne nodded. "Because of the DNA tests to accurately to be. "
" Ah, "Thiel was able to produce only. He had expected something different and did not know whether he should be relieved or disappointed. Finally, the disappointment was however again prevailed. Boerne did not employ this kiss well. Or his coolness and disinterestedness were merely a mask behind which he was hiding? Thiel watched him closely. He was good at it, people judge - is he completely trusted his instincts. But in Boerne him now was strangely difficult. Now the professor looked at him again so distant and unapproachable as ever.
Boerne looked at him seriously. "Surely you remember that Alberich has given you this afternoon paid a little visit, right? You probably have been very surprised at the results she has brought you. "
Thiel merely nodded wordlessly.
"The results that Alberich has placed over you, are the final results in the case Duffner," continued Boerne. "I hope that you have been in accord with these results and not rush to have trusted my first analysis, which was falsely negative. Kai Duffner is probably your man "
" He is in custody, "assured him Thiel.
"Good," said Boerne, but he did not sound particularly pleased. Instead, he turned his eyes away and then looked around the room. The silence dragged on, the silence was longer.
"Will you not inquire into the causes of the first incorrect analysis?" Began Boerne finally quiet. He saw Thiel still do not.
Thiel shrugged his shoulders. Basically, it really is not particularly interested him, because what went wrong in the Institute was. Boerne had just come to talk to him about the work? So tactless but could not even be him. Or he expected about that Thiel took the first step? "Some idiot has reversed the DNA samples, perhaps?"
"Hmm." Boerne seemed at once a lively interest in the sleeve of his jacket to have developed. He pulled his fingers a couple of fabric and mumbled something Staubflusen to himself.
"Please?" Thiel leaned forward. "I do not understand when you speak so softly ..."
Boerne took a deep breath. Has reversed the DNA samples. "" I said, the idiot I was. "
" The Idiot ... "
Thiel stared at him silently. Boerne time admitted that a mistake was a rarity.
"I only noticed it then," said Boerne. He was talking pretty fast. "So then ... well, than you again ... well, were gone. Since I wanted to put the samples back in the closet - Alberich sorted in the end all the wrong way - you know yes, that's when you rely on other people. Well, at least since I've noticed that I had taken the wrong test - I had compared the DNA from the skin of the particles with the dead, the boy, yes ... there can really be anything out of it. And because I had to start over. Has lasted for hours - the investments in our faculty have been wandering years in the cellar, and we with you, as you noted. No new equipment, a time is ... well, and in any case ... so ... "The embarrassed confession overturned at once in an indignant justification order. "So, all this is because the moment I too have a lot on my Alberich and amused with their students in the seminar - because I must make their work, Thiel! And then there was the body of the diving accident, which was delivered today - total mess, not washed properly, they have the time! So, I'm quite well under stress, very efficient, but even my capacity in this case was understandably limited. And - "
" Jajaja "interrupted Thiel him quickly. He wanted to hear but not all. "Is it not so bad ... after all, you have noticed the error and so no one has been damaged, no? "seemed
Boerne did not hear him. "Do you know why I have switched the samples?"
"Uh, so ..."
"I was distracted. Do you know why? "
" Well, actually ... "
" I was thinking somewhere else. And what do you mean, where was I? "
" I have ... I honestly have no idea, Boerne, "stammered Thiel.
"Now you do not play the fool!"
"I really do not know what you're talking."
"Of course you know that"
"Boerne, which is because to me the thing you think when you work? "
Boerne gave him an almost angry look. "When I think of you, then you will surely to the what, one would think,"
Thiel opened his mouth, but he could not utter a word. Boerne had his eyes turned away, he seemed unnaturally nervous and frustrated.
"To me," Thiel finally repeated softly.
"Yes." Boerne looked again at his hands. "And now you cease to act like the ignorant. You know that's all very well. Alberich himself a few ambiguous remarks made, which I wisely ignored. "
Thiel silent. He had somehow imagined this moment for quite different - the atmosphere is less opaque and pressed. "Then that was with earlier ... not just a blip for you? "he finally asked uncertainly.
"slip?" Boerne laughed. "Unfavourable word choice, my dear Thiel! Remind me not only that. I tell you, I have kept strictly to the rules! Is not the first time that I myself am made handicrafts, but after this experience, probably the last time I will not know who was the author of this incompetent instruction. Presumably the man was suffering from acute confusion and could not distinguish them from the top down! Gently tighten - and what I did? - Each set screw emotional and highly focused to your seat, right on schedule! Tinker, all of you! "
Thiel took a moment to understand that Boerne spoke of his mishap with the new desk. "What has that got to do now?" He asked confused.
"Everything," cried applied Boerne. "And yet you would have to actually know best - after all, you are the one who found the situation seem hilarious"
"Are you so gone? "asked bluntly Thiel.
"Of course!" Boerne gave an angry snort from him. "Do you know how I felt at that moment?"
Stunned Thiel shook his head. He had been speculation in this direction, but now to receive the confirmation of Boerne, was in the moment too much for him. "You! What do you mean, how stupid I am only happened to me, "he snapped at him a little harder than planned. "I - I doing here 'nen Head and I think the worst and all that, because your pride would not cope, you may not even assemble a stupid desk, despite precise instructions, "
" This has nothing to do with pride, "said Boerne evasive. "They do not understand -"
"Oh man, now you have not," snorted Thiel. "Do you quite well, end up times on the nose. You and your stupid perfectionism! Do you know what I was thinking? "
silent and Boerne just stared straight ahead. Finally he stood up. "All right," he said. "Well, we have clarified that. I wish you a nice evening, Thiel. "
Mon-Wait a minute!" Said Thiel somewhat by surprise. "They now want to leave already?"
"Yes, why not? Is still said it all, right? "Boerne sighed annoyed. "At least I will not even know what you are accusing me now - only the matter of the desk, then the DNA test and now this Discussion here. You think I'm incompetent and since you have already asked me indirectly to leave your home - "
" Now me a break "Thiel jumped up and cut off the Boerne way. "Dare's just not for me to be sitting here now just like that!"
"They are but already," said Boerne and raised an eyebrow.
"Keep the example for funny?" Thiel took a deep breath. "Might I also say something before I assume anything, what is not true at all? "
" Please, "said Boerne with an inviting gesture. "If you give me now, even under the nose rub want me -"
"Can not you just shut up and do let me talk?" Thiel drove him in between. Slowly, he really lost his temper. Boerne wanted him to misunderstand on purpose? He breathed deeply in and out until he had calmed down. At least now held Boerne actually the mouth and looked at him expectantly.
"Well," said Thiel. Now he could speak at length, but Suddenly he did not know everything, what to say. "Well, I just wanted to say ... I'm sorry if you are stupid happened." He ran his move with his hand through his hair. "It was also 'a stupid situation. I honestly have not laughed at Boerne. And if you 'build his desk together or not, that does not really interest me. I do not understand why the so upset. "
" I can build excellent desk together, "said Boerne immediately. "I told you there must have been an error in the instructions, or the wood was out of order - "
" Yes, but who cares, "reiterated Thiel quickly before Boerne resumed his tirade?. "Whether the fault lay with you now or in the manual but could not care less. Everyone makes mistakes but sometimes -. No reason here so spur a revolt "
But Boerne just shook his head. "Sometimes you can not afford mistakes, Thiel."
"take it all too seriously, Boerne," Thiel said in frustration. He had the feeling that the conversation began to slowly turn in circles. "Such things to laugh and is good."
"This is no laughing matter," protested vigorously Boerne. "Take only the example with the DNA analysis. I made a mistake and if I had not noticed in time, then you would have made the perpetrator may never - "
" It's still not so sure Duffner was the perpetrator " interrupted Thiel.
"Yes," said Boerne, "but for my thoughts is not that important. What I want, Thiel is simply this: you are relying on that I will deliver you the right results. Imagine Just imagine what could happen! "He paused and looked for the right words to look for before he went on a bit hesitant. "You know, a real ... well, um ... we call it cooperation, which can only work if all parties are perfectly matched. If errors occur, then it can only mean that one of the two parties ... is inappropriate. Then does the co- and not the other party ... might start to consider whether he does not find a competent replacement ... "He stopped and cleared his throat, uncomfortable.
With great concentration Thiel had tried to follow him, but he felt to have lost any important point the thread. "Are you afraid that you will be laid off?" He asked, confused.
"Well ..." Boerne made a vague gesture, "we say, my thoughts were more of a general Nature ... "
" general nature? "
" Or maybe ... "Boerne took a deep breath. "Perhaps of even very special nature ..." He threw Thiel to a short, slightly beaten look.
"Oh." Finally understood Thiel and for a moment he just stood there affected and did not know what to say. Then he had suddenly relieved smile. "I think you really take too seriously. The idea I would not even come in a dream. I was afraid that you ... well, I'm been a little too hasty, and I might just have imagined ... "With a small, nervous smile, he looked at Boerne.
Boerne just shook his head silently. He had turned his eyes again and looked over with a thoughtful expression on Thiel, in no particular direction. It was so quiet that the air seemed almost to be made of cotton. Your gentle breathing were the only sound in the bright apartment.
"Boerne," Thiel said finally, "you know you have to believe not real, continuously getting it having to do it right, so I like you. "
Boerne gasped. "I ..." He seemed for a change, not even knowing what to answer. Thiel liked more this time no one from the gaze of others. They said nothing in itself, but there was no uncomfortable silence. And yet it was a strange moment. After all the misunderstandings and unnecessary discussions, the focus of her life in general, this was a moment that were not used in the word. Thiel knew in a vague way, what did Boerne, and even if he does not have to put in language, he was sure that it was not too different from his own thoughts. Then Boerne
bowed his head. His eyes were open and they kept the eye contact a moment longer, while their lips touched. Finally, closed his eyes and sighed Thiel. It was only a short, light kiss, more a confirmation. But after that they remained so, are very close together, their arms around each other. Thiel leaned against Boerne. He felt exhausted wonderful.
"Then you do not believe that is such a thing as perfection?" Heard he asked softly in his ear Boerne.
"Hmm," said Thiel. "At least not like you." He paused, and then added: "But, perhaps, but somehow in a different way And before you imagine that now was: I do not find you perfect. To you is missing something very decisive. "
" So? "He could feel Boernes smile on his cheek. "And what would that be?"
Thiel's heart was beating so loud he thought it would have to listen to Boerne. "Well, I do. "
sounded even stupider than it had sounded in his head. But Boerne seemed satisfied. He pressed a little bit of Thiel in to see him in the face. "These are your nice phrase," he said softly.
Thiel felt it was warm, and suddenly it was as if this moment their journey together to a large circle closed. He wished merely Boerne would cease siezen him still. "If I want to say something," Finally he began awkwardly, "I can then" you "replace" "perhaps" You
He was almost sure to get to this simple question unnecessarily complicated answer. But he was surprised.
"Can you," replied Boerne with a generous smile.
Then followed a somewhat indecisive silence. Thiel had to be honest no idea what it was that he should answer now. Perhaps love confessions or replace it? But somehow he was released after the whole drama but a bit silly. What really counted, he had always known it, and everything else he would not have anyway to put into words. So he contented himself with his cheek pressed against the re of Boerne, in order to hide his face can.
"Since when?" Asked finally, Boerne with mild interest.
"Hm?" Thiel took a moment before he understood the question. Then he raised his shoulders slightly. "I do not remember exactly ... sometime between four years and four weeks. Does it matter? "
Boerne silent for a moment and seemed to reflect. "I do not believe," he said. "Only for statistics. A large part of humanity that makes a real cult of anniversaries - also a very welcome opportunity to go once again to eat or to make fine gifts ... gifts but without solid reason is to be much more beautiful, so It is basically uninteresting, when - "
Thiel raised his head and pulled Boernes face another kiss her down, to show him that he was totally with him agree.
was four hours later, Thiel on his back in bed and thought about what it was a waste, that the light bulb in Boerne apartment was still burning and no one came to turn it off. He was cold - Boerne had claimed in the night most of the ceiling on its own and now snored peacefully and calmly to himself. Thiel had once or twice tried unsuccessfully to wake him, But the professor slept the sleep of the righteous. So that was Thiel's situation: half of his beloved bed was not him, his right leg was cold and quiet Boernes snoring would keep him awake well until late in the morning.
Thiel smiled and turned around to warm up to get a little closer to Boerne approach ranks and thus at least a little. Outside, the cold rain beat against the window.
He could not remember when was the last time he was so happy.